10.24.2008

后海去liao~`


总说要去后海,却一直没有真正的付诸与实际行动

那天无意中却走到了这里,顿感惊讶……

刚好是万圣节的当天,各种酒吧也都装饰了各式各样的大南瓜……

相信又是一个狂欢的夜晚.风很大,天气也感觉比较冷

我敢说这是我人生中最丑的阶段,怪不得人们都对我避而远之

不知道以后是否还会急需丑下去,阿门.

10.17.2008

23号老曲来北京出差,昨天晚上接到她的短信的时候我足足兴奋了⑩分钟... ...
我有多久没有跟朋友坐在一起聊聊天,那种嘻嘻哈哈,吵吵闹闹的日子已经随风飘去。
我不止一次的心痛,心痛朋友的离开,心痛那曾经的美好已经真的成为往事。
我很不快乐,我很不快乐,我非常不快乐,我极度不快乐。
我想找个地方多起来痛痛快快的哭一场,因为我真的很压抑。
老曲说:“你曾经的梦想呢?曾经咱仨不是你最有梦想么!”
那么,我的梦想都跑到哪儿里去了?

10.16.2008

...

there is a pain inside,that you can't touch,that you can't get to.that's mine.
about this passage,honest to say:life is mine,and it is not a lie.
i think i am safe here,but now i find myself in a world in which there is no place for me.
sorry,I can't tape Chinese.
thanks to all the friends who strongly supported me.
i am very sorry to make all of you worry and dispute.
i am sorry,very sorry.


about my hunband,we have divorced.
thanks.